Here we are almost Christmas time wishing you was here with us, the day I found out you died I lost it I didn't know what to do my heart dropped you was a big part of my life I wish you could have been there for my fist year of high school but I know you will be there for my last I know you still with me with all of us you still taking care of us last but I felt like I could tell you anything and no matter what it was you had an answer you showed me a lot you showed me how to be a man I hope I will be like you if I'm like you my life will be complete and I love you so much and I wish you was here I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you if it wasn't for you I would be up there with you in heaven I also wouldn't be were I am in life if it wasn't for you I feel like I can still talk to you and you will still give me the answers I need your gone and you still there that's why your the best grandfather I could ask for I'll be back to light another candle tomorrow we all love you and miss you I'll be happy when I see you again