it has been a little over four years since you have passed it still hurts inside every day not having you here with me there was a lot of stuff that happened in my life these last four years I wish u could have been there for like my first year of middle school, my first year of high school and more importantly my first girlfriend and my first kiss these are some of the best moments of my life and I wish u could have ben there for them. the day I found out u passed was the worse day of my life that day I felt like my heart was ripped right out of my body, If I had one more day with I would take it in a heart beat. I wish I had a chance to say goodbye to u and feel ur hug one more time, I wish u could have been there for my 16 birthday case at 16 ur at the first step of being a man. u have a lot to do with the man I am today I wouldn't be the man I am today if u wasn't in my life even tho ur not here u still make me a better man every day. when I hear these stories about u and u being a good man it makes me a better man, u was the one I looked up to the most I could just go on and on about how u make me a better man even tho u not here. righting these are the hardest thing to do every time I right u something I have to stop and cry. and last I wanted to thank u for always being there for me and always having hope in me u was the most important man in my life u was like a father to me. I love and miss u so much the day we met again will be the best day In my life even if it means me dying till I see u again.