It's been so long since you past and yet it still doesn't feel real, another year has gone by and coming upon another Christmas without you it's still so hard to believe that your gone. you may not have be there in person but I know you have always been by my side to guide me through life, there is so much i wish you was here to see me turning 21 becoming a man in a couple weeks when i found the love of my life two years ago man you would haved loved her she makes me so happy and i know that would make you happy to see me smile like i do when im around her i wish you could have met her i wish you could be here when i become a man and when i marry this girl. but i know your in a better place a lot better than what this world has turned into i know you're not in any pain anymore and i just know your driving your dream car around the streets of gold up there with a big smile on your face and i can't wait to be there with you and doo that together. now i know ther are some thing you will kick my ass for when i see you again and coming from you i wouldn't mind i mean i deserve it, its just been so hard without you but i will make you proud cuss if i don't then thats a fail cuss that's all i ever wanted was to make you proud. I love you so much i will see you again in another life i know it and i can't wait.