Hey pawpaw I ain’t talked to u in a couple months and I’m sorry but I need u in this life I can’t do this without u, u were my best friend u where the one person I could go to with anything the person I could call and u would always be there for me no matter what u never let me go through life alone U always had my back when I was at war with life u was by my side every step of the way I never had to fight my battles alone I knew I could always count on u to be there and when I found out I lost u I lost everything my best friend the person who acted like my father the man I could count on to be by my side no matter what the one who would be at my door if I needed u the reason I’m doing what I’m doing is for u I only wish u could be by my side for it I’m finally a senior and there will be an empty seat at my graduation where u should be o god if only u could see me now and If only I could spend my 19th birthday with u I always think of u never will u leave my mind or heart u will always have ur space there and it’s only for u nobody will ever take it. I love u so much paw paw I miss u so much more I can’t wait to see u again