I was just a boy when u left didn’t know much about life still In the early years of school father wasn’t really a father u was the closet thing I ever had to a father after u left I didn’t know what I was gonna do but now I’m graduating high school I’m a certified car mechanic which is sum u loved to do and that’s y I decided to do it and I love it I didn’t have much to look up growing up the only thing I had was the stories about u and the more I heard the more I wanted to be like u but to be honest I’ll never be like u nobody will be like u nobody can ever live up to the Man U was the nicest sweetest most caring man I knew to be honest I don’t think I’ll ever be able to live up to the expectations u had for me but ima always try my hardest but I hope ur proud of the man I have become the man I am today is because of u cuss even tho u wasn’t really there Ik u was there watching listening and smiling and I always knew that that’s y I always tried my hardest in everything cuss I wanted to make u proud I hope I can make u even more proud throughout the years as a father and the way I treat my family in the future. I wish u was here so I could tell u to ur face and we could talk but I think I finally found the women I wanna be with she is funny, caring, so sweet, so adorable and beautiful she makes me laugh even when all I can do is cry cuss I’m missing u she is perfect can’t wait for u to meet her one day ur gonna love her I know I do. I love u so much pawpaw.